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Story time?! Yeah? Okay!

Last night Michael and I had a good talk. It made me so happy because we talked about all our problems, and we even played a mini game of 20 questions! Right so.. I'm not a loser, I swear!

Today at school was good. Everything felt right again. I was so happy. Well, that went a little downhill before 6th hour. Then after school, Kendra and I ran a few errands, and then I came home. Then Michael called me, and we went to go order coursage&boutineer for prom. And after we were done with that, we decided to go over to Daniel's to see his new puppy. She's very cute, by the way. But once again, we got into an argument. And we left. I won't go into details, but Michael broke up with me. Yep, that's right. It was over. Well, we sat in the car and talked for a long time, and I cried a lot. Then he left. And I cried to Kendra, Amanda, and Kristen. By the way, you girls are the best! Then I went on a run/walk. I stopped half way through and just sat on the golf cart path since at 8:30 at night, I wasn't expecting anyone to be golfing. So I just sat there and thought about everything. Then I talked to Amanda again for a little bit. Then I went home, and decided to start working on dance. I hurt so bad right now because I was pushing myself so hard, but its okay. So then Michael calls, and he claims that he thinks he left his insurance card in my driveway. Don't ask me why I fell for this. So he asked very nicely if I would go outside and check if it was there. And me, being the nice person I am, I decided I could walk outside to see if I saw it. But instead of seeing an insurance card, I saw Michael. We talked. And we're back together. Everything's good now!

So if you have something amazing, don't just let it go without a fight. And if its truly something amazing, its not just going to go away. The best things in life are worth fighting for. If you want to be with someone, let them know. And if you know you're with someone amazing, don't let them slip away. Knowing you've lost the person who means everything to you has to be the worst feeling in the world. But hearing that person say that they love you and that they want you back has to be the best feeling in the world.

I know some people will think I shouldn't have taken him back, but I did. And I don't care what anyone else says about it, because I love Michael so much. And he means the world and more to me. Just because things have been rough lately doesn't mean he isn't amazing and that he doesn't make me so happy.

Alright. I guess I should go do some homework and get to bed.

CoUnTdOwN tO sWeEt SiXtEeN: iN oNe HoUr It WiLl Be SiX dAyS lEfT!!!!

^who's pumped?! because i most def. am!

I'm not gunna lie. This weekend sucked. It was a big disappointment, but to be fair, it did have a few good times. I learned a lot this weekend too. I guess last night I realized that I'm not as independent as I used to be. I still want to be, but after moving here, I've lost a lot of my independence. I do depend on people more than I should. I guess I shouldn't say people, its more like one person. I depend on Michael more than I've ever depended on a guy. I'm usually not like that, but because I feel like I don't have very many people left to go to, he's become that person that I want to go to all the time. I'm not complaining or anything, but I just don't like being dependent. I don't think girls now need to be dependent on guys. I also learned how much more I love Michael than I thought I did. Well, maybe its not I learned, but I think this weekend made me love him more. You don't realize how much someone means to you until you come close to losing them or you actually lose them. I'm so lucky that I didn't lose him, but it was close- too close. I know that everytime I have issues with a guy, I say I'm going to follow people's advice as well as learn from the experience, but in truth, I never do. Well this time, I'm really going to try. I want things to get better. Michael's my everything and I don't know what I'd do without him in my life. I can honestly say that I love him so much. Alright, that's enough.

Friday Night*Kristen William's surprise 16th birthday party! Geez birthday's are so exciting! Mine's in 8 days, by the way. That was good. After Michael and I left, we just went back to his house for a little bit.

Saturday*I layed outside for like 2 hours, then Michael came over, and we ended up going to the mall for a few minutes, literally. Then we got food, then went back to his house. Umm.. yeah.. arguments = not good. So then I had to babysit. I made $30 which is always good. Then Michael and I talked till 5:00am. And again arguments = not good. I won't go into details, but wow.. it hurt.

Sunday*Again I layed outside for 2 hours. Then Michael came and got me, and we went back to his house. We washed his car, which was actually fun. Then we layed outside for a little bit to dry because somehow we got wet. Then we picked up Daniel and went to get some ice cream at Bobby's. And once again.. arguments = not good, but this time it was really not good.

But as I said earlier, I think thing's are good now. I love Michael so much.

School was fine. Volleyball in PE for the rest of the week! KW (16)& Kevin(18) have birthdays tomorrow! I turned in an application for the country club today so I hope I get a job!

PiCtUrE tImE!!

so.. jk the pix arent working so here's a link and the pictures are in order for what i wrote on here so figure it out.. http://photobucket.com/albums/y15/sexynsweetdncr07/Michael%20and%20Erin/

Picture 3: A+ for me & Michael being WWWAAAAYYYYY hottt!!

 Picture 2: My Baby's a BaLlEr!!

 Picture 1: That's him pretending to be Lebron James.. only.. he's younger.. and he's not black.. hmm nice try though!! But he'll be better than him b/c he's on the 3rd best team in the region!! yeah.. St. Louis Falcons!! go look 'em up!!

And.. A+ for 4 months!! yep.. that's a loooong time!! But it excites me b/c i  LOVE  him a whooooole lot!!

k.. leave comments..

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who pursues you, who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who thinks you're the prettiest when you have no make up on and insists on holding you around the waist. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says 'that's her'.

Today = 4 Months W/ Michael.. doesn't it feel like so much longer?!?

Friday*Michael came over, then we went to Taco Bell, then we saw Ring 2, then we came back to my house.. SuFfErCaTiNg.. SlEePiNg ToGeThEr!.. hmm i <3 him so much!

Saturday*sat around trying to decide whether or not to go to this dance audition.. ended up not going so I went over to his house then I went w/ his mommy to his bball game (which they won!) haha it was out in a bad area.. lol so then we went back 2 his house & he showered & then we went out to fritz's w/ joanna then taco bell then joanna left us & we headed home but oh we got lost.. kinda scary.. but its okay we found our way.. then we came back to my house again

Today*i got up bright & early w/ my daddy 2 go 2 michaels bball game but he called me & his 1st game was cancelled so i straightened my hair & all that since i hadnt had time b4 & now im just sitting here.. waiting 4 michael 2 call me & we'll probably go get lunch then head out 2 his game.. hopefully kb or kendra will come w/ me so i have someone to talk 2 & i dont feel like a loser.. lol

16 days till i turn 16 <3<3 oh wow.. that excites me!